Diary3

Why should I care? Cause you weren't there when I was scared, I was so alone.

Is that too much that I'm asking for something to you? I don't know my dear, but I always feel that I must disturb you when I want to ask for something to you?

It's the first time I ever felt this lonely
I wish someone could cure this pain

Is that too much that I'm asking you to be there when I'm all alone?

I thought you'd come around when I ignored you
So I thought you'd have the decency to change
But babe, I guess you didn't take that warning

Who is me exactly, my dear? I can't understand where I should be.

Can't find where i am
Lying here
Alone in fear
Afraid of the dark
No one to claim
Alone again

I yearn for you, my dear. Do you feel it too?
Every day, every hous, every minute, every second.
But once more, do you feel it too?

I don't know how it come, but now I am not me.
I didn't see you the way I do now.
I tried hard to force myself to do so, but why is everything harder than it seems?

People seems to be right.
Am I cheated?
I put my trust in you, my dear, and I hope they are all wrong.