Diary5

LIFE'S GOT SO COMPLICATED.
Semakin hari aku bertambah dewasa, tambah tua. Tapi aku tak pernah merasa semakin bijak, aku hanya merasa semakin liar saja.

I am......What?

Now I am a filthy rotten girl.
I have no worth in me.

Do I regret it?
I guess I don't, coz I know I did it, I know I realized it. So, I am not allowed to regret anything.

Kenapa setiap hari aku merasa seperti ini?
Strange feeling that surely I can explain, but I won't explain it to you.

Am I just some chick you placed beside you to take sombody's place.
When you turn around can you recognize my face?

This the way I am, I think. I'm not more than a subtitute which just starred with one eye.

sldkf;lefi lrkfifjfkr iudkfj isdjflaoire0wt hsmjf;aw9eb . What I am thinking.

15665215861256542568213684235682 . As terrible as my brain.

I once promised not to regret... I think I regret having such a promise.